Yoll

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. There isnt a way that i can explain how i feel right now. There is no words that i can use that is going to make you understand how i feel at the moment. How there are so many questions, feelings going in my head that are driving me crazy. Iam hoping that the feeling will pass soon and that I will be able to be myself again, but until then all you can do is wait.